I hate for being attached to someone else.
I hate for getting angry when he's being busy with his life
I hate for being possessive
I hate for being emotional everytime he couldn't meet my expectations
I hate for being selfish
I hate for being such a demanding individual on him
I hate for crying over our little fight
I hate for not being able to escape the thought of him, every single hour, 24/7
I hate for being such a bad person for him
That's too much of self attachment
That's too much of insecurities
*
Everything is just some kind of joke for us
Fooling ourselves
Indeed, we are all making fun of our lives
Doing useless things
Trying to hurt ourselves
And laughing after feeling the pain that we made
Funny, why don't we just sit at our living room, with a cup of coffee and a good book to read, a playlist of our favorite songs, to wash away all the pain, or even to prevent feeling the pain
We're just too busy to reach something we can't get
We're just being so hard on ourselves, for no reason
We are cruel to ourselves
We're killing ourselves
*
At least you've done your best, let her do her part. Controlling her feeling, considering to return the favor or not.
As for you, just let go of it. She will come to you if she's meant to be with you. Soon or later
Don't be attached to her in any possible way, it will only give you pain
Even though it's hard for not being attached to someone we like.
But, you gotta try, man.
Cz attachment is not completely loving.
*
I used to say "I love you" and " I Miss you" so much
Like those are just easy words,
Light words with no meaning
But I meant it when I say it
For me, those are not just words
It's the reflection of feelings
My feelings
I do feel it when I say it
Even though it looks easy and simple
It's never been that easy
It needs courage
It looks easy sometimes, indeed
Cz you can say it like every single second in your life
Meaningless tho
Like, I love you, yeah, okay, so what now?
But that doesnt work for me
***
I hate for getting angry when he's being busy with his life
I hate for being possessive
I hate for being emotional everytime he couldn't meet my expectations
I hate for being selfish
I hate for being such a demanding individual on him
I hate for crying over our little fight
I hate for not being able to escape the thought of him, every single hour, 24/7
I hate for being such a bad person for him
That's too much of self attachment
That's too much of insecurities
*
Everything is just some kind of joke for us
Fooling ourselves
Indeed, we are all making fun of our lives
Doing useless things
Trying to hurt ourselves
And laughing after feeling the pain that we made
Funny, why don't we just sit at our living room, with a cup of coffee and a good book to read, a playlist of our favorite songs, to wash away all the pain, or even to prevent feeling the pain
We're just too busy to reach something we can't get
We're just being so hard on ourselves, for no reason
We are cruel to ourselves
We're killing ourselves
*
At least you've done your best, let her do her part. Controlling her feeling, considering to return the favor or not.
As for you, just let go of it. She will come to you if she's meant to be with you. Soon or later
Don't be attached to her in any possible way, it will only give you pain
Even though it's hard for not being attached to someone we like.
But, you gotta try, man.
Cz attachment is not completely loving.
*
I used to say "I love you" and " I Miss you" so much
Like those are just easy words,
Light words with no meaning
But I meant it when I say it
For me, those are not just words
It's the reflection of feelings
My feelings
I do feel it when I say it
Even though it looks easy and simple
It's never been that easy
It needs courage
It looks easy sometimes, indeed
Cz you can say it like every single second in your life
Meaningless tho
Like, I love you, yeah, okay, so what now?
But that doesnt work for me
***
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