metamorphosis

I hate for being attached to someone else. I hate for getting angry when he's being busy with his life I hate for being possessive I hate for being emotional everytime he couldn't meet my expectations I hate for being selfish I hate for being such a demanding individual on him I hate for crying over our little fight I hate for not being able to escape the thought of him, every single hour, 24/7 I hate for being such a bad person for him That's too much of self attachment That's too much of insecurities * Everything is just some kind of joke for us Fooling ourselves Indeed, we are all making fun of our lives Doing useless things Trying to hurt ourselves And laughing after feeling the pain that we made Funny, why don't we just sit at our living room, with a cup of coffee and a good book to read, a playlist of our favorite songs, to wash away all the pain, or even to prevent feeling the pain We're just too busy to reach something we can't g...